Random thots exploring ma mind. bout life n love n things untouched by busy brooding human eyes. brooding over our past mistakes. that door missed, tht heart hurt. so engrossed in the whirpool of life's complexity.... a complexity which in itself is a serenity, so elementary in nature. the key lies right ahead but beyond our reach. or is it really afar? but v nvr try. nvr try to catch the key coz v r so captivated by the locks. locks which no one but v ourselves tie... like a mammoth elephant tied to a pity pole. wht match is feeble human strength or the innocent pole. but he nevr breaks it. coz da chain is not in his feet but in his brains.. engraved tablet frm childhood memories... thats wht has become of us...
M i a part of the mass destructive community. i fight ma war each day, wth the warriors of demon guarding the doors of destruction. trying to suck ma happiness out of me and throw me in evrlasting wilderness of pain n sorrow n turmoil called life. which most of us have so happily excepted. no i will not submit, coz i c beyond the walls of destruction, the pastures await ma yearning steps. pastures of unending love n peace. soothing the mind n soul. and ma body humbly follows. i c the light shineth above. the birds flocking, the hills blossoming and nurturing the valleys. no its not a place in earth.. its a peace in mind. thru the way untold. its not finding the path to theglorified mountains but to the real me waitin to inhale the breath of tru life. finding love in evry act ma senses sumbit me to. finding grace in evry step i make.
so much in the crowd yet miles away
i try to c whr no one stays
i walk the valley of shadow n death
but i awate the glory ahead
find joy in da acts i do.
ppl feel routine, i feel its new.
new to ma nerves, a day dawns
i learn a lesson, may b explain one
m i content most of u ask
living life...thts da biggest task
do u really live life or flow thru wires
r u content whn ur day retires
satisfaction is not bout gettin tht job
nor finding tht love, partying n all
its caught in evry breath u take
wht hve u lost. wht hve u gained
lifes da bigegst mystery of all.
i try to solve it daily and daily it evolves
but i wonder how long will i fight
alone i entered the world, alone will i fly
ma heart longs a soft warm hand of grace
i search the streets... nuthin in place
this is not a poem i design
its the flow of ma struggling mind
we hve lost da connection to truth
if u c da same vision... ur welcome to align
God bless all humans on n under the earth :)
